He seems intent on not ruining his little precious time here in Cebu arguing with me. He has successfully dispelled any of my possible attempts at minor disputes just for the sake of it. Of course silly me would reason out my own inconsistencies at the fact that I am getting extra hormones which is always upsetting my balance... but I doubt if he believes it really. He's just being extra patient with me now.
I don't exactly know for sure why he's being too kind, and yet I don't want to find out, too.
Either he merely pities me or truly still loves me, still it would hurt, so yeah, I don't want to know the reason why he's acting this way. To even consider the latter possible reason is hard to take in!
A 'lil reminiscing here... (this one's for Cake! *hehehe*)
Laughter in the RainNeil Sedaka(N.Sedaka/P.Cody)
Strolling along country roads with my baby
It starts to rain, it begins to pour
Without an umbrella we're soaked to the skin
I feel a shiver run up my spine
I feel the warmth of her hand in mine
Oo, I hear laughter in the rain
Walking hand in hand with the one I love
Oo, how I love the rainy days
And the happy way I feel inside
After a while we run under a tree
I turn to her and she kisses me
There with the beat of the rain on the leaves
Softly she breathes and I close my eyes
Sharing our love under stormy skies
Oo, I hear laughter in the rain
Walking hand in hand with the one I love
Oo, how I love the rainy days
And the happy way I feel inside
I feel the warmth of her hand in mine
Oo, I hear laughter in the rain
Walking hand in hand with the one I love
Oo, how I love the rainy days
And the happy way I feel inside
Oo, I hear laughter in the rain
Walking hand in hand with the one I love
Oo, how I love the rainy days
And the happy way I feel inside
(repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and fade)