bloody-ass-in-a-cats-and-dogs-day-it-sure-is-a-focking-day
This morning I went inside a unisex bathroom right after a gay guy. As I was throwing my tissue in the trash, I noticed very fresh red dots in tissue papers on top of the bin.
I think I should repent on thinking this, but my mind immediately registered: gay. ass. definitely a stain from an anal hole. OMG. I don't know what to blame in myself. Probably my innate malice, another obvious proof that I am no longer innocent to the ways of the world... Or watching CSI episodes? hehehe.
Bad bad Tequila.
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It sure is raining freakin' cats and dogs and frogs and sheeps and carabaos and flies here in otherwise usually sunny Cebu. Not that I don't like it. I love the rain and earlier this morning I didn't do anything (i skipped work--- Ugh, man, i lost around 1.5k today!) and just felt like I was in a Nescafe commercial sipping brewed coffee at Mister Donuts Sto. Rosario.
Reason why I skipped work and the tutorial with the Korean named Thomas (friggin' 200bucks/hour!) ? Because I wasn't able to prepare any lesson for that chinky-eyed man and because i was late for my schedule with him and because i felt very dizzy and weak (I think I lack iron plus calcium too) and because I also didn't finish the 2nd module for my classes at school and because I wasn't finished with my class record and so basically I just want to run away from all my responsibilities. Ugh. There, I now openly admit that I'm a success at being a loser.
I honestly hate being like this. I wish I could just be more predictable sometimes and not immediately lose interest so easily. That's why I really admire people who could somehow get everything done, because they just so know how to focus on their priorities. Me, on the other hand, could never forget to relax and eat and wallow in pain and indulge myself thinking that I'm going to be like this forever. When confronted with so many things to do, I freeze and get immobilized, not knowing what to do first. And the reason why I usually get confronted with many things to do is really because I don't immediately act on the things I should be doing. Waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh......